The One Lovely Blog Award !

Hey guys !
I am so flattered to be nominated by D’aller Naturel  for this award. It feels good to know that a blog such as mine is enjoyable to other people.

Here are the rules:

1. Thank and link the person(s) who nominated you
2. List rules and display the award.
3. Share 7 facts about yourself.
4. Nominate 15 Bloggers & comment on their posts to let them know they have been nominated. – (Unfortunately I have a bad habit of looking at a lot of different blogs and not following them. At this time I have 7 blogs that I would like to nominate).

 

Here are my 7 facts:

1. I am extremely shy, but once I get to know you, it’s hard to shut me up.

2. I have a crazy nail polish obsession ( I have over 100 bottles, probably some of the same colors)

3. I’m a very giving person, although I talk tough, I am always willing to go the extra mile for people.

4. I have a big heart, there have been people in my life that have done things that most people would have completely cut them off for, that I still talk to today (Life is too short to go around holding grudges, I can forgive you and move on)

5.  I love fashion, but I can’t dress lol

6.  My most enjoyable “me” time is taking a hot shower and singing my little heart out like I’m giving a concert.

7.  My best friend is my boyfriend ( He’s the only person I can be my true self around, with out feeling any judgement. I ‘m always doing something weird)

 

I nominate:

 How To Take Care of Natural Hair

Clarabelle

Coily Head of Hair

Inner Beauty Diva

Beautifully Mane

Not That Fashionable

Eleanor J’Adore

I hoped you enjoyed reading a little bit about me, and I hope you go check out these lovely ladies blogs because I think that they are amazing! Once again I am completely flattered thank you so much!

Sam Smith – Stay With Me

“I don’t want you to leave, will you hold my hand.”

I love this song, and this man’s voice.

8 more days until my birthday! Although I’m excited about a few things it’s also bittersweet for me. I feel like in this stage of my life, I should be doing so much more than what I have going on. I know it’s nobody’s fault but my own because I haven’t pushed myself the way that I should have. I’ve become comfortable with just making it. But I want to be successful and of course I want all my dreams to come true. So this year for my birthday I will no longer keep living in the past saying I shoulda coulda woulda, it will be I can do this and I will.  So just a little motivational speech for me lol. But I’m excited about my new car and of course seeing my honey , it’s been too long.

Aahhhh !

You ever have those moments when you feel like pulling out your hair? Yes? Good because I am having one, I already tried to approach it the cool laid back way and I think that’s why I’m sitting here feeling like I am now. I hate being a grown up sometimes, I have loan payments due, a cell phone bill, car payments, insurance, and soon rent. I know that millions of people are already doing this and this may not be new to you. But it is definitely an overwhelming feeling for me because it seems like everything is just piling up one thing after the next. I don’t know whether to be angry or cry. I know it works other people’s nerves when I get all bogged down about things but I can’t help it, I can’t just sit back and relax when “this bill is due” is screaming out at me. It’s so overwhelming for me and I never know how to handle it. But hey I guess it comes with being an adult right?

Daddy Issues

I know there are plenty of people that can relate to a similar issue that I had and am currently still going through. Being 23 years old and still having daddy issues is not where I want to be. My father and I haven’t always had the best relationship, a lot of mistakes that he made has definitely jeopardized what could been between us. When I grew up and was finally able to understand the situation, I was angry with him for basically giving up and not stepping up to the plate and making it better. When he got really sick I was there for him, but once he felt better the relationship went right back to being the same. My relationship with my father has definitely had a large impact on my relationship with men, the way I look at love, and even the way that I have looked at myself. I’ve never had him tell me I was beautiful or be there for me when my heart was broken by some little knucklehead. He missed out on a lot of big milestones in my life and never once apologized for that. I can say honestly I have held a lot of resentment towards him because there are children out there that dont even have the opportunity to know their father, and here I am knowing my father and wanting him in my life and he does a half ass job. Every relationship works two ways, you cant have just one person putting in all the work and expecting it to change. I’ve been stuck in a place where I feel like giving up and moving on with my life but then he’ll text me and I’ll get sucked back all over again. It is very frustrating and upsetting because a father’s presence is very important in a girl’s life. My mother has definitely put in overtime stepping up for what he lacked. I will always love my father, but I do not like the person he is. It has been one disappointment after the next, and I can’t keep living my life expecting him to change. I’ve learned to love myself, and through those failed relationships I’ve found someone that truly understands and loves me. I would never wish bad on anyone because that’s not who I am, but I only wish that he doesn’t figure all this out before it’s too late.